Ok, so there's a reason I didn't update yesterday. Besides the fact that I was extremely tired and woozy from partying last night (like to the max), I have fallen incredibly sullen.
Maybe it's the 'mountain to valley' effect I'm going under, (I'm postively sure it is) but I'm slowly becoming aware of just how many responsibilities I have.
I can't help but feel responsible for everything. And when I say everything, I mean everything.
It's one of my character flaws I know.
And so lately, I've been feeling even more in debt to people. I'm not sure whether or not it's because of the holiday season, or just because I sense a sudden increase in the number of people expecting things from me.
I'm thinking it's all the things I expect from myself lately.
I don't mean to be a downer, it is Christmas time.
[...But my parents invited over so guests for Christmas carrolling, and right now I can't stand the idea of joining them (I apologize for my crudeness).]
Hopefully I pull into a "valley to mountain" safety soon.
Signed,
Rio
About Me
- Rio
- It's life. 24 Hours a day. But to me, it's just seems like one really long coffee-break.
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